Wednesday, 09 September 2009
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I feel like im losing my mind. I would love to have some help wif any1 can even help me. I just gave birth to a pretty little girl 4 weeks ago today. I have a amazing boyfriend who is always there for me & loves me to death. But latly I am having feelings....I keep feeling like something is missing. Then I figuered it out, Im bi sexual. I was taught as a child you only love 1 person, well I know I love my boyfriend but I also know im having feelings toward other girls. I find my self always checking out girls & even thinking about other girls while me and boyfriend are having sex. I told him about the feelings and he seems to think its ok. Im just so unsure of things now, I thought me and my boyfriend had somthing real, but is that possible if im having these feelings? Im just so confused and I dont know what to do anymore. I feel like I NEED to be with another girl. I have never acted on my feelings, but have wanted to for a while. Part of me is scared to try it thou, Im to scared Ill like it. Because if I like it dont that mean my life and love for my boyfriend is a lie? Or is it ok to love 2 people or to at least have sex with them at the same time. Would it make our love any less real?
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